What can I say?
Still can't hear most sounds.
But, I hear sounds. Inside my head. No, not voices telling me to do something, but noises.
Like this morning. I heard Swiss cow bells! They were clanging in my right ear, the one that can't hear. It was a peaceful sound.
Ever since this has started I have gone t through phases of noises.
Notice when you are watching a show set in a hospital there is always the beep beep beep of a monitor going off?
I counted the times I heard that my head. Every 10- 20 seconds. For days.
Yes, I could ignore it, but it would always come back.
At another point I had a series of tones, like beep beep bong dong peep. It was actually a nice little melody.... but not for as long as I heard it.
I do have ringing in my ears. That is a constant.
Before this started I used a noise machine and set it on the fan mode. It sounded like an oscillating fan. But I still hear the noise and I don't use the machine.
Tonight I am hearing tinkling water. That's the last thing a 76 year old wants to hear at bedtime.
Thunder? Yup, it's there.
Metal flapping in the breeze? Ditto.
Low drone? Check it off.
I slept a lot today. I had to, because I was pretty dizzy most of the day. My headache seems to have disappeared, but may be rebounding, I am not sure.
I did have a good 1 hour window which allowed Jackie and me to chop up Curt's zucchini. And folks, I do mean zucchini. Nothing else. We put up 5 - 2 cup bags of it. When we make zucchini bread we use 2 cups, so we are all set to make 5 loaves. Someday.
Julia took care of Jackie's supper tonight and I think got her lunch while I was asleep. To be honest, I don't remember.
Hopefully tomorrow will be better. I sure am getting tired of this.
Sadly, there are people I know going through a lot worse than what I am. Cancers, brain tumors, MS, Parkinson's....... and yet I am doing the moaning.
Peace and Love
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