That's it!! I am officially the heaviest I have been
I am a little embarrassed about it. I can't seem to avoid the nibbles at night. Night Nibbles. Sounds like a pornographic rock group.
Truth be told, it isn't easy during the day either.
One problem is going to the zoo. Well, not the zoo, but I found a real bakery on the way home. Well, sort of on the way home.
I usually get a loaf of potato bread. And a coffee cake. And some tea cookies. And maybe some pastries. And maybe a big molasses cookie or oatmeal raisin to munch on while I drink my coffee on the long drive home.
All that munch, munch munch seems to be adding a bunch, bunch, bunch.
I know that walking will help. But three weeks ago I sort of stopped going with Todd...too wet, cold, windy, dry, calm, hot... a million and one excuses.
Over the last few months I have ridden my indoor bike exerciser. Once. For three miles. Then I had some cookies as a reward.
I bought stuff for salads last week. The lettuce looks a little wilted. Maybe I should actually eat it.
I have cut back on french fries....except for tonight when I had a beef/sausage sandwich from Portillo's following Jackie's doctor appointment. And last Friday. And last Wednesday. Damn, I have no will power.
But spring is a time of rebirth. Awakening. A new start.
I just wish I was one of these highly motivated people who can reduce their food intake and increase their exercise routine. Or in my case, start an exercise routine.
I do think summer will help. I can ride my bike, which I really enjoy, and that will be good for me. As long as I don't reward every ride with cookies and a coffee someplace.
So here's to a new start. A new birth. A new hope. And maybe to losing a few pounds.
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