I always wanted to be on Saturday Night Live
Watching the show tonight brought back so many memories.
John Belushi dishing up cheeze bourgers, cheeze bourgers, Chris Farley living in a van down by the river, Jane, you ignorant slut, the Blues Brothers, all those images fly through my mind watching tonight.
Deep down inside I always wanted to audition for the show. Go to New York, cold, and try to audition. I have no idea how that works.
By the time the show started, I was married with one child and there was no way I could have taken that chance.
At one point they had a contest for someone to guest host the show. I sent in my entry, but the winner was an 82 year old lady whose 25 words or less entry was something like: My doctor said I don't have long to live.
I know I would have wowed them with my quick, rapier like wit.
I also think of Chris Farley and John Belushi, incredible talents and incredible futures who were not strong enough to fight their demons.
Yes, I realize I have been blessed with my life, very blessed.
Yet, I still wonder. What if.....
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