why do I?

 I have been wondering about why I do things

    Not the normal run of the mill things. like dishes, laundry, bathing. and spying on the neighbors.

    But the other .... let me call them oddities.... in my daily life.

    Jackie has two curling irons.  One of them is very hot for about 20 minutes after it is unplugged.

    I usually wait until afternoon to put it away, giving it a couple of hours to cool down.

    Why, then, do id tentatively touch it to see if if is still hot?  It's been 2 hours!!

    Jackie wears compression pads on her legs for about 20 minutes in the morning.  They are marked L and R.  So why, after putting on the Left one, do I check the back to see if it is the Right one?  She only has 2 feet!!

    Why can't I take my daily meds when I am supposed to?

    Why do I apologize to inanimate objects when I bump into them?  Does the lamp or door frame really feel offended when I smack it?

    Why can't I buy new jeans?  I honestly am afraid to buy them for fear I will get the wrong size... again!  I should just to the store and try them on, so why don't I ?

    Why don't I rinse the sink out at night after I am done with the dishes?

    And most importantly, why do bad things happen to good people?

    I will never figure it all out.

Peace and Love